Thursday, December 30, 2004
a certain group of similar individuals has been prevailing. they hav strong aversions to having pics of them taken.
and i'll tell u why along the way its strange the way they are..
SHE IS CAMERAPHOBOTIC. but theres a lil polaroid shot of her in her wallet looking very gleeful.
and then there's this.
he DETESTS camera shots, cos apparently he's camerashy. but i've seen him many times more than glad to be posing for the camera.
And these 2 people know each other very well. ahh i see where's that going! hehehaha i'm being such an ass at 3.30 in the morning of newyearseve.
posted @ 10:03:00 AM
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Monday, December 27, 2004
oreo dipped into peanut butter. how does that sound?
heavenly! extra satisfaction for the tastebuds with the extra extra extra calories.
its a damn sinful indulgence alright. but i doubt everyone will like that.
SALES everywhere! -grins like a cheshire cat-
shopping yesterday with eunice yauting and later her superman got me a guess skirt fullstop.
cos no money. and there isn't anything else i fancied much.
and then there came mitch trooping with a whole bagful of guess merchandise...rewuoiafdfuckuwoiusfsajfdklso haha
i figure guys will never figure where do girls get all the absurd vigour to shop and never drop, and decides that they're tired only AFTER shopping's done.
wanna know why? i don't hav the answer myself. hehe thats maybe cos i'm a guy.
girlie talk and laughing during shopping aside, it made me ponder about how my life evolved revolving my friends. we can't single out a stunning achievement any of us has to our name, not talented in any aspect, exceptionally average academically. and i'm still unknown to what i would like to do in the near future and yauting too. did we influence this into one another's skin? heh there must some truth in the saying, birds of the same feather flock together.
its terrible to see the hue and cry of the affected states which was washed by the fatal tidal waves. but somehow it isn't stirring up as much emotion in me as the 911 did. my mum and i came to a conclusion that is bcos there isn't much gruesome gory bloody mess seen. In the news for this, people are only seen running for their dear lives and hankering after the bereaved and many many scenes of the sweeping tidal waves. but then ah for the 911, the whole scenario was just plain disturbing. choiceless people were captured on film flying downwards from office towers and the plane intentionally crashing into the pentagon. horrible sia and blood splattered fountainfully. and osama was just there to send blood levels up. so i reckon this got me more agitated and sorrowful.
ok enough about morbid stuff.
hoping this last week of hols would be good !
posted @ 7:54:00 AM
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Saturday, December 25, 2004
joy to the world .
my xmas was spent lovingly with my bed.
i slept till noon..went back to sleep at 1 and and had a string of dreams amidst my sleep till 5.
and had dinner with mum and sis.
haha eve was much better then.
sentosa with sis and ting. later town with ting mitch loo and seng siong. pam and her buncha guy friends left for a party.
ooooooooh what fun it is to trudge along town trying to dodge mad foam sprayers with 2 guys blabbering nonsensical stuff the entire night.
screams and more screams and more banglas. where the sudden troop appear from?
haha and yay, loo i beat in trying to see whos able to wish more Merry Christmas to passerbys!
the state of town at 3 in the morning was sth i've never ever seen. almost like the entire singapore just went berserk on a party streak! empty foam cans lined the entire stretch of cine to wisma, and it was musical having people walking and kicking the cans- kink kink kink-
singapore suddenly would have to open another landfill overnight. and the cleaners i so pity!
when christmas comes to mind, i think of the hungry shuddering in the cold trying to rub themselves warm, in contrast to jolly families gathering at a long table joking and catching up over wine and turkey.
in a Singapore family
nosey aunt : ah girl ah, got boyflen oledi not??
ah girl : dun haf. (knows the inevitable question comes at every gathering)
nosey aunt : -widely taken aback- haiyo!!!!! this cannot do. u know ah my fren has this son who is not bad one. i will introduce u to him tmr ok? -very pleased with herself-
ah girl : -fighting hard to keep her eyes from rolling- ...ok auntie. -to please her aunt-
haha no, i'm not talking about myself.
haha for an Angmoh family...
i'll continue with it next christmas.
cos my sister is bugging me to let her use the comp.
posted @ 9:24:00 AM
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Thursday, December 23, 2004
ok, how shall i start?
i shall start by sharing sth. its the season of giving!
i shall share a joke. brace yourself.
Where do chinese vampires come from?
and the answer is?
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................Fang-hai.
as extracted from this book titled "Funny Jokes For Cool Kids" which i came across at popular today with gao. please tell me u're shifting ur eyeballs up ur sockets. its intolerably unfunny laaaa haha help. i laughed a fountain when i saw that!
worked today. 2nd day, and the last, with eugene. haha man, i love working with him. perhaps not during work but after work. i could laugh till my teeth shows signs of decaying like those of a certain MANN.
somehow, i feel a sense of satisfaction with work albeit the endless running around. to smile, to serve, just to greet, swirls my soul up. but things do get fuckenedup too at times with the newcomers and stuff, but thats fine, forgive and forget, teach and they'll learn. i started out like that anyway. sad thing is, a very minimal number of cute guys have their meals here. even if so, they're either overaged or wayyyyyy underaged. saw one toddler boy so cute i could wait for him to grow.
AND DING DING DING I'D LIKE TO MAKE AN ANNOUNCEMENT!
its XMAS EVE !!!
i'm in a superduperuberbouyantfalala mood tonight serenading myself with a wide genre of christmas songs! kenny g's saxophone rendition of silent is good, and so is britney's my only wish this year. ah finally a happy grace, nicely in time for christmas, after all that bothering exhaustion that my mind have been put through for the past week. its the holiday time where somehow it always does it to me. i thought i could never get past that phase again. there's nothing for me to forgive, but forgetting would be a tough one. the stigma remains. well, part and parcel of life i suppose. i used to ponder how jc life would be...so this is it. i see.
back to happier thoughts!
so i'm not gonna stay home to sulk on xmas eve after all!
its ting who'll catch me from my fall
why? cos she's so tall and she's looking better like never before
its me she gave a call
eat ur heart out, go play ball.
good night and merry xmas eve, one and all.
posted @ 9:44:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 21, 2004
Givin' Up
look at the entry below. its my first trial of trying to post visuals to spice up lil black mundane words but ya, its flopped. so much for the program which sparked "WOW" and "HMM this is good" from me, its lacking of a very important feature - it does not permit multiple pics to be posted up onto a single entry!! haiya! i'll make the management of HELLO(the program name. HELLO!!!!!! u suck!) screw a knife for causing unnecessary excitement. but anyhow, i've come up with sth else which can satisfy what i'm looking for, to come up with some timeline thingy.
here goes!
backtracking to Saturday :
This was dinner at a nearby foodcourt after the xmas service at God Of Hope. ahh a peacock would be proud(no pun intended) to see us in colourful articles of clothing! the one in pink would be a new friend i made that day. joyce. the red one ..let me see.. ok i still have no clue what her banmian name is. i just recall she barely touched her banmian and xiuhui happily walloped it up. xiuhui's friends were all thick as thieves i tell you. its a good thing but i was overwhelmed by it!
just eunice darl and i at the alfresco coffeeclub tucking into sweet treats. i see where the sweet nothings we drowned each other in came from. say eunice, why aren't u a guy? i would love u every minute every day. haha u're still the apple of my eye. and please take a deep look at those atrocious nails! an alternate of crimson and pink, vampish, as what the makeup bapok at red earth who gave me a minimakeover said.
carolling outside paragon. it was just fascinating..the enthusiasm seen in the singers and the display of lights which accentuated the gloriousness. ah ah ah! i love xmas! although my family hardly celebrates. i find my programs all the time. but thats alright =)
i guess i will not wear this pair of pumps the next time i'll be out for a long day. it was excruciatingly tiring la! on the bus back i was fighting to refrain from collapsing. ok like why am i saying all these ..its so damn bimbotic.
so that was saturday for you.
an insight into a random day of grace's life.
posted @ 2:37:00 AM
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Ooh. this is the inaugural start of my picture blog. This wld be for saturday after the xmas church service at God Of Hope. My goodness, the camera sings praises for the array of colours! that pinko is a friend i made that day..and as for the one in red and long hair.. i'm still clueless as to what her banmian name is. ahh treats from coffeeclub alfresco to sweeten up our tastebuds. oh! no wonder eunice and i poured nothing but sweet nothings to each other the entire night! please take a look at her fingernails. as the redearth drag who gave me a minimakeover that day might say, VAMPISH. 
posted @ 1:27:00 AM
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Monday, December 20, 2004
ooh excitement takes me by the throat with this newly discovered feature of blogger! - pics displaying software which comes free! ah ah!
to think i only found out about it yesterday!
this is gonna be good.
my eyes threatens to shut this very second, but i'm hanging on to picture up this dull blog!
and i will stick by my words to alter this blog's template. i truly detest purple, after a misfortune caused by purple which almost brought me tears.
posted @ 9:13:00 AM
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Friday, December 17, 2004
=( - just to summarise.
and i've just freshly developed a deep hatred towards PURPLE
makes me wanna scrrrrreeeeeaaaaaaaammmmmm and tug at my hair.
perfect timing to change this purple-themed template. irkful.
worned out.
posted @ 9:47:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004
its a wednesday morning. good morning!
blogging has become a mundane thing, almost meaningless.
but to let jerry know where am i, i'm blogging. i'm right here! missing me ain't u. haha.
my one week trip to shanghai was fabolous. everything was except for little nittygritty stupid stuff like my mum's nagging at my dad, morning call at 6 every morning and the chunkful of oil and salt in every dish i had for lunch and dinner! frightened my intestines out! i was more than glad to hav seen fresh lettuce and cherry tomatoes for breakfast, really. seems like a dream when i was there. now that i'm back, reality kicks in.
i've been weathered, inside, and literally too by the dry climate. my face threatened to fall apart any moment, with dry flaky skin, a stiff nose, and cracking lips with tightness around it. strange how i shivered during my afternoon nap today. it was sunny!
ahh as much as i would love to blog about the sights and sounds of shanghai, i'm too lazy to. just recalled a longstanding draft entry which i left hanging since 20nov. i just retrieved it from oblivion and finished it off by putting a fullstop.
paid pam a visit at her class chalet over at costa sands pasir ris just now.
thanx hen duo hen duo to bran and don from beginning to end. like what bran wld say, rawks my sawks.
and one last thing before i turn in,
i would like to make it known that under that certain accacia tree at the queensway busstop yesterday, eunice and i have become ONE. lovely, isn't it? yauting and eunice so made my day. laughed ourselves silly at every item in ikea. my good friendsssssssssssss.
tired. good nite.
posted @ 10:31:00 AM
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Friday, December 03, 2004
yet again, i've whipped up sth in a jiffy for lunch. i've been doing it very often nowadays. usually it'll be edible but just only my tefal pan was unforgiving. my egg went awry and i scrubbed the flaky stucked pieces like hell. my veges were boiled and tasted only like that. no flavouring no nothing. my noodles got stucked too. i winced inwardly at the very taste of it. i had a chocchip cookie instead.
how to cook for husband like that?
eunicey i'm terrible sorry. i'll brush up on my culinary skills to serve u the finest food ok?
and now i'm still in the midst of packing my luggage since yesterday nite. i would try a piece of clothing, fold it and place it nicely into my luggage. and then i get bored and strum the guitar. i'm thrilled to be able to play nobody's home!!! and then i come online. nagging conscience at the back of my head tells me i've gotta pack. so i return to put some underwear. really sian laa.
sigh i'll be leaving tonite for shanghai.
friends, wo hui xiang ni men.
don't have too much fun without me.
YAUTINGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sorry, just felt like whining your name. u know i like doing that hehe.
sigh, yauting, you know.
i will be back. and i hope so.
posted @ 11:03:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 01, 2004
i say, taufik deserves the title. absolutely.
a smooth operator with his voice and very comfortable in his own skin. if sylvester won the title, i tell you what i would do - i'll wipe out hellokitty land (hougang) and change citizenship. yea he's not all that bad la but perhaps a little beefing up will be good. he looks ready to float into our skies when the wind blows!
ahh i was prancing my way home from work to my mp3 when abrupt cheers and claps erupted from surrounding blocks. someone save my heart. it was actually the crowning of the very first singapore idol. chey i thought what!
sentosa-ed this afternoon with precious ting.
hardly got any darker. the sun is always the strongest in the late morning!
i just couldn wake. i dun suppose i could wake at 8 anyway if i slept at 4.
Let me give a recommendation of a few of the many songs, both old and new, which hav been triggering the likes of my ears
alicia keys - harlem nocturne
avril lavigne - fall to pieces, nobody's home
dishwalla - find your way home
death cab for cutie - photobooth, a movie script ending etc
dmx - lets get it on
jamie cullum - everlasting love (i like)
lenny kravitz - lady
kings of convenience - misread, i'd rather dance with you(thanks steph)
r kelly & jay-z - pretty girls
the beatles - here comes the sun
the darkness - givin' up
travis - flowers in the window, walking in the sun
van morrison - dancing in the moonlight(cheers eunice! lovely)
suddenly. there was a stab of pain thru muh wrenched heart.
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