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Wednesday, October 27, 2004

YOUR LLIFE COULD CHANGE...IMAGINE. JUST A SMALL MOVE COULD MAKE A WHOLE LOT OF DIFFERENCE> I SAY FOLLOW YOUR HEART FUCK INSECURITIES FUCK THE DOUBTS FUCK ALL THE INDECISIVENESS
(copy and paste from our ongoing conversation)

steph the charmeewoman just spoke a great line.
in a bid to get me moving. but this is ridiculous as much as it holds true.
ask him out? the existence of the ominous word - HOW - sinks everything back into reality.
steph that was dumb hahahhahaha its so funny i'm laughing hysterically over our sadfucked lovelives while we're talking about it. mine sadder. urs hurted deep. will the crack ever be mended?

posted @ 11:05:00 AM

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This damp air
is fighting my defroster.
My sighs they ring victorious
& fog this tinted glass.
It's clouded
& so is my head.
The hint of these new tears are sharp.
I try to choke them back.
But it's useless.
I am useless against them.
They are beating me with ease.

posted @ 10:06:00 AM

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Monday, October 25, 2004

phone with steph just made it the 87216213384316 times and hour i've talked to her in the past 5days! absolute craze!

posted @ 12:42:00 PM

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Sunday, October 24, 2004

tired. cranky. brimmed with tangledness.
whats overcomed me ?

hmm shanghai sally's was..well..ha.

posted @ 5:23:00 AM

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Friday, October 22, 2004

home sweet home from town not long ago!heh chilled at subway in cine with steph and loo. cldn move due to the pouring rain. i'm unsure what shld my plans be for tmr. indecisiveness sets in again. nites.

posted @ 12:12:00 PM

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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

ok i've not much idea how exactly reliable this piece of information is but apparently i've made it to the next level, which is j2, which is utterly unbelievable?! and apparently its quite reliable..receiving this from eileen and ben and brian. i know how remarkably horrible my chem paper was done. and i was already like getting all ready for the worse. now i'm just really really hoping this is true! but not putting all hopes into this lest its otherwise.

posted @ 7:48:00 AM

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Monday, October 18, 2004

canoeing today at kallang was exhilarating awesome fun!! but i'm totally burned out by the endless paddling, both physically and colouratively although the sun was hardly up. alineh and i make a perfect canoeing combo man with perfect coordination and momentum.. well almost! the tide was irritating, getting quite choppy like some water rollercoaster ride and causing our paddle back from the gay beach (no kiddin) horribly arduous. to make things worse, alineh and i kept meeting that ass errmann guy and he kept soaking us and our canoe. gay beaching was fun stuff having chickenrice sitting on a thin log in almost forest like surroundings. stupid sand and irkish plants all over. during the 1hr break we waddled afloat in the water pulling of bikini strings haha damn funny laa alina and jean refused to contain their laughter over some pussy shit. and we tried rather unsuccessfully to launch a water fight. whitney cldn get on top of me. jean cldn get on top of alina. we fell into the sea heads down. haha oh best part was, the guys from 23 got ashore..and..flashed their white asses. wahoo! kinda aa but funny!

alright no that wasn the best part.
the best part was THE MOMENT.
pure cardiac arresting. omg. like O M G !
haha my friends, u get me! heehee

i'm still getting that fleety floating feeling.
so not gonna go to sch tmr although i would really much love to play a game of netball.

posted @ 5:06:00 AM

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Saturday, October 16, 2004

a pic of me nehneh whitteney and peewee taken on 141004 at heeren.
hee hee wish i cld post the neoprints up too! my cheesecakes!

posted @ 11:24:00 AM

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Thursday, October 14, 2004

everytime your name was brought up
i would act all nonchalant infront of an audience
like if you was just another shorty i put the naughty on
but uh. truth be told you do me for a loop. this hov
i'm too old to be frontin when i'm feeling Denzel
and you acting like you ain't appealing but you are
stunting like you ain't my only girl but you are (i was just frontin)
i'm ready to stop when you are

posted @ 2:41:00 AM

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its a stay home movie marathon thursday for me!
swam 10 laps this morning to compensate for my supper of prata, bread and fishballs last night.
grace sees food and its a point of no return. why like that sia?
plans for shopping with stephie has been shifted to tmr.
mum will take me out for some lingerie shopping. heh.

!!!!!!! omg i just unintentionally deleted a quite a few of my mp3s !!!!!!!!

i tell ya, jessica alba is hotness.
left me in ashes in her honey flick.
missy elliot is hilarious.

i think jerry might be right. i'm moving to the darkside.
i like the colour black. i like hiphop dance. i like black music.
jigga that nigga over baby!

posted @ 2:23:00 AM

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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

ok shopping, HANDS UP!
its been a while since i got down to walking so much. for shopping, yess its worth it, let me work it. ok like what shopping hav i done when i didn buy anything?! peewee and whitney got pumps, which they promptly changed into. karen got a nice oxidised metal bracelet. alina..oh did she get anything? oh well i guess its just me being choosy and fussy as usual. and loo got the 5 of us although he had sick designs on a REALLY hip auntie. and its also been a while since i last took a neoprint! we did that stupid kawaii nonsense haha. later on being the indecisive me coupled with steph tham's mindtricks which she had most probably picked up from her course of psychology studies, i was torn between accompanying steph and andrew for dinner or get down continuing shopping with them. so stephie was my choice. bad for abandoning the rest and i know it. yep peewee later joined stephie andrew and i chilling at marriott. sounds pretty highclass but no, we slapped our bitch asses against their comfy sofas and placed our orders of lounging there for free. cheapocity! bong stephfong tania mitch were all in town, separately, but singapore being small enough, least to say town, i didn even have the nice fate of bumping into any of them? i simply can't believe this! best part is, they all did. hmmm.

hip-hop to the b-boy style , i wanna dance and shaker it wild.
the URGE to DANCE is KILLING. jaydadadadakiss.
its 2 am and i'm jumpin jumpin

things i wanna do :
blade. swim. tennis. run. sentosa. -lose those pounds!
hiphop. guitar.
cook. bake.
endless shopping with insufficient funds.

things i wanna get :
retro bangles and earrings.
volcom denim skirt. many many tops.
pumps. slipper.

posted @ 10:43:00 AM

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Monday, October 11, 2004

due to personal reasons and mad fingers, i've erased part of my previous blog entry and has left only the recommended list of songs.

went shopping with alina and karen. met jenna lee with her new outtathisworld hair!
jogged a mile and did some stupid aerobics lol.
now to shout out to my lovable frens before i hit my bed!

stephiebaby: fastest fingers working at its best man. u took a week to reply my sms and i'm anticipating another week's wait. but ahh who cares about sms when i'm gonna meet u like so soon to shop! just u and me baby.. ain't nothing but mammals we'll do it like they do on the discovery channel. haha sorry couldn't meet ya today. my last paper is on this wed so u'll be rid of your boredom. and as for your recommended songs...
rufus wainright - instant pleasure
the killers - somebody told me
muse - unintended

brann : i'll incubate the pratas. haha i know. only my sweat adds that extra zing to pratas. YUM!
u flip, i sweat. its a deal. lets iman! and i'll get steph along!

ade : haha studying sessions have ended for me. after ting and eunice are done with their dreaded papers, come out with us okie!

ting : two words - eugenol/superman

eunice : sigh. its always us. the 2 of us. u know what i mean. triple L. sigh.

rachie : gurl i miss you. lovely to have met you that night. whennnnn are your examssss ever gonna enddddddddddddddddddd?! heh the 5 of us, ooh neoprint time!

posted @ 8:30:00 AM

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Thursday, October 07, 2004

mp3 is king man. here are some of the cream of my selection. enjoy!

brand new - the quiet things that no one ever knows (catch the video!)
yellowcard - one year six months / empty apartment / roughdraft / only one
the juliana theory - the closest thing
modest mouse - float on
the hives - find another girl (who will love you true true true)
lost prophets - last summer
dashboard confessional - hands down(electric) / warmth of the sand
oasis - whatever (i l o v e i t . 5 s t a r s)
outkast - rosa parks/prototype
maroon 5 - sweetest goodbye / not coming home / secret / ragdoll
pete murray - so beautiful
r kelly - happy people / you saved me
jet - rollover dj / hold on
renee olstead - a love that will last
electrico - runaway (our national pride)
fabolous ft. lil' mo - can't let you go
the streets - fit but you know it
the moffatts - miss you like crazy (hahaha)
thalia ft. fat joe - i want you
savage garden - i want you
janet jackson - i want you (ok this song isn't nice. nice to add on to the 'i want yous')
and the beatles melts my heart.ooh.

thank you for tuning in.

posted @ 4:55:00 AM

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Friday, October 01, 2004

one word - fuck.

sorry for the crudeness but thats really how i wld like to sum up everything.

posted @ 6:36:00 PM

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